For some strange reason I have began to feel a little bit of mixed emotions. One day I like someone the next I hate them.One day someone is my friend the next my enemy. Also I have been thinking  a lot about well everything and I am starting to worry about a lot of things that I have never worried about before. I can’t stop asking myself questions about every action or decision  I have ever made in my life. I hope that this is just a short phase or something like that because I don’t know how much more I can take. So have you ever sat down and looked back at everything that you have done and asked yourself why you did them or even why you might not have taken a chance at something? If you haven’t you really should because if you wait to long you may never be able to go back and try to change what you might have missed out on so that’s all for now.




I have had feelings for someone that I know would never like me the same way. But I still have the feelings even though I know that because I am hopeful that they might one day feel the same but so far it looks like it will never happen but like I always say you never know what the future holds so I don’t know if it will ever happen so the advice I have for this topic is never ignore your heart hear it and follow  it never forget about what your heart wants.


Pain is in everyday life. It makes people cry. It makes some people wish that they could just escape. Pain to me makes me want to stay. Its not possible  to escape pain so I embrace it. That sounds creepy I know but its just what I do. If you take it head on you want get hurt as bad.


Some people can be real jerks. I have to live with jerks. Every where I go there is at least one jerk. Me personally I try (not that hard though) to not say anything. Other times I let everything out. Its better to say it than to keep it all bottled up inside. Some people would disagree with that but hey whose blog and opinion is this after all? MINE IT’S MY BLOG SO COMMENT HOWEVER YOU PLEASE TO JUST KNOW I’M GOING TO COMMENT BACK AND IT MAY NOT BE PRETTY JUST SAYING.So people can be real jerks but they can be so much more as well.They can be traders,liars,cheaters,criminals,ect the list goes on and on and on. THIS WORLD IS A DISGRACE TO THE UNIVERSE! People who are close to you are the one’s that you need to look out for because they know your every weakness and can use them against you.

My Top Favorite Lullaby

It is an emo lullaby so most people wont like it but here it is:

Hush little baby                                                                                                                                                    Don’t you cry                                                                                                                                                   Don’t cut your arms                                                                                                                                           Don’t say goodbye

Put down that razor                                                                                                                                          Put down that knife                                                                                                                                             It might be hard                                                                                                                                            But you’ll win this fight